a few things.
i made an art piece last week. i had come across imagery that triggered a memory
turns out i once shared the story about that memory here
i’d forgotten how many stories/poetic commentary i had written on this blog.
since my words seem to be of value to you
this makes me glad i wrote a thing or two
many of you leave a comment or email me and say that you have been following my work for years. i love that.
yet somehow you’ve never shared your fandom before.
how can years go by with no word from you?
is it a privacy thing? a she won’t reply thing??
something compels you to write to me.
i love that.
tell me what has you write to me.
you can ask anyone. i always reply
sometimes i wonder what specifically makes someone write.
what thing did i perhaps say?
what image did i post?
or was it a courage thing.
i’ve had some of you say it takes courage to write.
i don’t bite
i do have boundaries.
i vet who i give my time or personal thoughts to
i have become good at knowing who needs me to say stop
and MOST who do write
i’ve said that before.
a few stay
a few write often
a few find we are different yet get to the other side of those differences and become friends
others i find i have little in common with.
some just have to be let go.
Many of you know that a year ago my little canon died.
can’t believe that was a year ago already
someone at that time gave me a little lumix
a camera actually that someone had given to them.
the lumix and I didn’t have a good chemistry
i tried another canon
it helped define me as a canon girl.
good thing to know
mr texas — ( gosh not sure i’ve ever mentioned you as a mr before – there have been a few other mr’s from texas – they aren’t around any longer. you are though!! ) he bought me another little canon. wow – right?? he also treated me to a pro flickr account. he and I are creative peers. we mutually admire each others work. i encouraged him to post again for the sense of community it brings. he did.
with the little cannon i am back to feeling like i have MY expression back
it feels so good!!
so, this week i payed forward the little lumix
the gal who i gave it to brought me flowers
she’s giving the lumix camera to her daughter.
there was inquiry re: panty sales this week. inquiry. not a sale. takes a certain sort of person to ask about panties. one said his interest was to smell my essence or was it to experience my essence. ??? something like that. he said more but that’s between he and I. there was no sale with him, or with the recent inquiry. i sell panties for additional income. that’s really why i sell them. i offer distinction in what i sell, and i don’t really want to negotiate or banter. if you buy my panty we are not all of a sudden best friend
i do share that i have things i am saving for. car repair fund, a new lap top fund, and shoes. currently i have had some layer of fiscal fluidity. but then something knocks me flat so I have to start over
this weeks inquiry had me revisit the category of panties and stories around them. here at the panty gallery
many of you have gifted me panties.
i keep them all in this. a cut velvet bag. my second wedding dress was made out of this fabric. its a delicious bag. it was a gorgeous dress.
truth be in my day to day i don’t often wear panties
which is why so many look new.
below is what is left.
the nude pair was a free pair. it’s a skimpy thong. super soft fabric
the hot pink one i bought myself. they have a hole in them where the tag once was
the patterned pair – is the pair that i am wearing for the header of this blog. super silky. from mr detroit
A black and lace pair are also from mr detroit. he was the first ever to buy me panties. at that time i had lost all that weight, and was wearing very old granny cotton panties. yikes. he buys me socks too.
he was also the person who changed my life forever by sending the first little canon – that camera made me look, and still makes me look, like a rock star!! my current version is the third version of it. i have over 70,000 images in my files that I’ve taken with those cameras.
mr bahrain also contributed — my fancy panties are from him. the ruffled ones. the prop shoes i couldn’t keep any longer. my feet and all, hate that.
why am i saying all of this??
just feeling really grateful.
it’s been an all over the place week
i need someone to talk to
its the weekend.