because i am the way that i am
which i will at this juncture just define as quirky.
i am feeling a need for review.
my annual blog fee is due very soon for the storage i pay extra for so that all my images can stay here for your good company and my good narration and sharing.
i am ok with that.
what if i wasn’t?
i use to sit with this platform each monday
and author my postings for the week.
if i remember correctly, and i suppose i could look.
i posted at least 3 times a week in the beginning.
i sourced my self portraiture from a “looking at me” for the first time perspective
I shared my found me.
who was that me?
knowing how social media works
i then began posting on Flickr.
i had a community here.
and found community there too.
all seemed to intertwine back then.
i met virtually many who had an interest in me.
now as a matter of process, and a sense of order, because order is important to me.
i post here with images that are a year gone by
where over at flickr it’s images posted from 2016
Between the two platforms there are over 3500 postings.
THIRTY FIVE HUNDRED.
is that a lot?
to me, it seems like
To review current postings in reality, are yesterdays imagery with todays commentary
unless i am commenting in memoriam.
it’s just the way i’ve done things.
to have a process.
to make sense of it all.
Recent years have been rather intense for me
i am reminded.
hey i got through this
it ignites the tenacity in me.
but i tell ya
i feel so very very so tired of being the resilient one sometimes
i don’t really know what i am doing anymore.
someone recently shared that what i said is of influence, another thanked me for my words, and my pubic hair ( ha!! ) others are encouraging, others think i should spread my legs …
why am i here
and why is it so lonely still?
( i love these panties. i think these are from mr detroit. which means they are from early an years — i can’t quite figure out how i got my hands to do that….i just don’t torque that way ….what the heck. i have to say that a year ago, when this pic was taken, was one hell of a time. )