last august i had a bit of a spiral.
had gotten the news of my eyes.
my car had gotten hit
there were other car issues.
the landlord at the time was doing some buildout or something
my personal space wasn’t quiet.
there was lurking.
i was in between projects
felt like i was floundering emotionally
i took on a personal art project
the creative immersion help distract me.
i spend quite a bit of time between my four walls.
mostly money related
glad to say this august isn’t like that
perhaps even this extra bit of space is all one needs.
i am really scared financially.
i’ve been here before.
perhaps the patreon will help.
i am not sure if anyone is there.
i mean is anyone looking at it
what a patron only
i mean once you start the thing
until it takes off
its a tad haunting