tuesday has now passed.
that one where i requested to speak on a sunday.
the request after 6 full days of silence had gone by.
the request where mr cowboy replied “maybe on tuesday”
the answer i felt was quotable.
he came to the talk table with these comments:
i have nothing to say
i offer no apology
he then shared he has nothing but indifference about our situation
in short he said he just no longer cares.
are we done yet?
not much to work with there.
i made a very big life shift decision last week.
i am going to move 2000 miles from here.
a vacation a decade ago
inspired the idea
a friend I met there will be a connector.
i will know noone there
out of nothing
as soon as i possible can
i have to raise the funds to make that happen.
like a lot of funds.
when someone you know loses someone.
someone they cared about.
do you tell them to snap out of it?
like get a grip?
i hope not
because loss has a process.
i respect and embrace that process
i am not one to pretend that everything is “fine” for appearance sake.
because what is happening here is not fine.
please be compassionate.
yes. donations are very welcome.