multiple dates in a row was not part of what i knew
weekends were the hardest before we met.
yup. i get to now do that weekend alone thing.
when i left for my residency,
he awaited my return.
another i didn’t know.
when i first began to photograph myself
i was the unknown
and when looking evolved
i asked myself
well gosh what does that look like?
a reveal of a breast
a gift someone sent me adorned.
i was seeking to understand my appeal.
i see it.
if i am so f-ing appealing
what has me here.
capturing mr cowboys and my kisses
was about seeing what tenderness and attraction looked like.
does this look as gorgeous as it feels.
this was maybe our 4th date, right after I returned.
we were still awkward.
the weather was shifting
as it is now,
a year-ish later.
this was early morning
i miss this.