the trick at the cave, much like here in the country studio, is finding the light at the right time and making use of it visually.
how do i look here in this doorway.
or over here on this part of the couch
what if i bend over and
another trick is keeping superfluous shit out of the pic. sortof like bathroom selfies …i personally don’t want to see the toilet or the deoderant you use. geeesh. do you?
these of course had no natural light…because it was the cave. duh. my country studio has windows but they face north and south and light seems different here. when the son rose at my little house? it would fill the east side of my home with rays of light. not finding that here. not exactly anyway. i adore the darks in these.
an intense day today in these parts.
intense in degrees lately.
i have moments when i feel like i am living and perhaps even alive. vibrant, vital, valuable.
happy. relaxed. looking forward to something.
they are moments.
mostly, i am still eeking myself through my day
panic is the word that struck me today.
like how is this all going to actually work.
killed a third mouse last night.
this time i didn’t even hear the trap
how sick is that. i slept through it’s death
when i kill them. i wrap them in newspaper and freeze them.
if i said that already. just ignore me.
need more traps.